This clip is from last year, before I really understood what was happening to me in moments like this. Both kids were up, making their normal noises—ice, pots clanking, fridge beeping, electronics buzzing—and I was live-streaming on top of it. I got overstimulated fast, but it took me almost seven minutes to realize that’s what was happening. At the time, i didnt have the language for it. I just kept pushing through and ignoring how I felt…because that’s what I’d always done. After getting diagn